Wednesday, June 21, 2006

On being a reserved person

I've always thought of myself as open and friendly, and it's true... up to a point. Just in the last few weeks, I've come to realize that my openness hits a barrier not too far below the surface. I think this isn't what the Lord wants, but I'm not sure what to do about it yet.

Today I realized another side of this. With the rare exception of my husband, I won't cry in front of people, not even on the phone, which means that whenever something is really upsetting me, I can't really talk to anyone about it, because of course, if I talk about it, I'll start crying.

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